Hi MIP folks!

Nothing big to write about today.  Life is getting rather simple and I like it like that.  No drama, just me, my dogs, a bit of work, going to meetings, and trying to stay on top of things financially as we head into the winter season, which is always a rough time for me.  Pressure Washing homes and painting them are not high demand projects for people when its cold and wet.  Not too worried about it, I have made it through many winters without too many problems, so this is just another one in the making.

In a place of gratitude today.  Life is not a bowl of cherries, but it sure beats the life I was living while in active alcoholism and active alcoholic relationships.  Very teachable today.  I am eager to learn more and grow further in my recovery.

Am considering making a pretty big decision in the near future, regarding the MIP Aftercare homes here in Wilmington.  I am almost at the point of letting go of them altogether.  Too many stressors on me financially, and I can't seem to get and keep the homes stabilized for very long, too much in and out, revolving door stuff going on since the economy crashed here in the construction industry as well as most other, including retail has taken a hit.  I can't keep floating the homes on what I earn and not have enough left over to take care of my own personal needs.  I am at the point of thinking.... I have done my part, now its time to take care of me, and let go of "my baby", and know that I have done the very best I could for the past 8 years with them and now it is time to turn the page and let go.  Ego is the only thing that has kept me going this long with them.  I know that now.  Anyways, I want to do it right, not burn any bridges so it might take til the end of this year or beginning of next to fold things up.  

I hope everyone else is doing well.  Take a day and simply be good to yourself.

John

Hi John

Good to hear from you.  I know how hard you worked to maintain these homes and want a great recovey tool they were to many. 

I pray  you find a way to stabilze them once again.

This reads like you see the picture really clear John and still leaving time for further investigation is what we do.  I remember a friend in central Valley CA. who owned 4 recovery homes who accepted the ups and downs as a part of the business also.  It is what it is and still you have a Higher Power which isn't you.  Prayers to you and your efforts and service.  I will speak with HP and ask HP to help.   (((hugs)))