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information, ideas, feelings, problems and solutions on a personal
level.
My AM continues to drink daily. It's an on going battle to sit back and do nothing until she wants to take that 1st Step. I just talked with her and told her how much it hurts us to see her go through this..just existing not really living...how we're here to support her but until she hits her rock bottom and admits she has a problem there's nothing we can do other than support her.
My brother told me recently how I enable my AM and it took him saying it for me to stop doing it. I knew in my mind I was doing it, but I'm glad he told it to me.
I haven't had the chance to go to any F2F meetings because of school but I am praying a lot and reading my Bible more. I've found a lot of peace in my HP's Word. :) also my friends have been and are praying. I haven't been reading my Literature daily but sometimes I find more peace reading my HP's Word. :)
yes there are times when I'm angry at this disease and other times when I'm at peace because I know my HP has already won this battle of drinking over my AM if that makes sense.
all in all, I'm doing well.. keeping busy with school and work. just thought I'd give an update.
((((Phoenixmagicgirl))))...keep coming back...this works when you work it. If what you are doing isn't working...try this. My HP was grateful I did. ((((Hugs))))
