The material presented
here is not Al-Anon Conference Approved Literature. It is a method
to exchange
information, ideas, feelings, problems and solutions on a personal
level.
haaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhaaaaaaa. Stop it. Stop it. My ribs are starting to hurt. Yeah, yeah I know. I could go off the board and stop complaining. Haaaaaaaaaaa. This is going to be a good night, I can tell already.
I am Halt, insane, want to run away, want to move to Africa, want to live in an rv and go park in some pasture and a barn away.......I want to drink champayne, but my i don't drink....
want to say the f word and don't cuss. said lots of this on my fb too. I am pissed. I am still me inside but ht hmy bod is out of my control.
I want to laugh and cry and scream. I hate the world but love the earth. I want a yellow lab mix puppy but have seven dogs.
want to live with the elephants but am afraid of terrorist and warlords.
want to go to Australia but they have the most poisonous scarey animals there...
I want to throttle the S guy, and want to love him. I hate him, I love him. I am confused. he is the master of codependancy.
I am thinking about I too much.
someone knock me in the head and shut me up.
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Putting HP first, always <(*@*)>
"It's not so much being loved for ourselves, but more for being loved in spite of ourselves."
I'd rather hug you instead, Debilyn - or at least sit with you awhile as you get out what you need to get out in your way and in your time. I don't think a knock in the head to shut you up is the best medicine to apply. So, I won't. You'll apply a step, a slogan, a principle, some salve to your wounds after you're done venting and come through this time in loving understanding of yourself and peace. You always do.