Hi Everyone,

My name is slogan_jim and I am a grateful member of al-anon.

I have been busy of late. Working on a class that involves internet coding. My brain is fried. Normally on Tuesday nights I attend a meeting but havn't the last 2 weeks in an effort to better balance my time. So, I'm going top use this forum as a pseudo-meeting for tonight.

Things are good. Sometimes I have a tendency to fall into the pity party but in reality I don't have anything to complain about. I did some service work on Sunday afternoon as it was our final committee meeting for a conference we held and then I went to go see my dad. He seemed fine. He was in a good mood, they offered him overtime at his job, which he took, and there is an AA bbq this upcoming saturday he'd like me to go with him. I said sure, but won't hold my breathe. I am tired of being let down.

I am still at a cross-roads. I just feel lost. Where is this taking me? What comes next? A lot of these questions come after frying my brain reading html code lol

I love what I do, but it's getting repetitive and boring.

I like living on my own but it gets very lonely.

I recently thought about a venture to make more money. it's something tons of people do, but there could be serious legal consequences (no, not drugs lol)

So now I am sort of just chugging along. Keeping faith in my higher power that he will direct me to where I need to be.

Thanks for listening. It's bed time :)