Sometimes dreams are prophetic and sometimes it is just emotions working themselves out in us....

I have a terribly , abusive, older sister who absolutely has become a trigger b/c she loves that much to push my buttons

Sadly for her, she has cancer and has been fighting it and surviving for 20 years....However percentages will be in her disfavor at some point and she is going to want to reach out to me

For me it is over....#1 she broke any family bonds we may have had and although I will offer a prayer for her I will not leave work, not get paid, pay for trip to Calif. from Tex. to see someone who hates my guts..

I feel sorry for her daughters, 2 of whom don't really like her either..The youngest one does , but even she supports my needing to stay away from this woman

I just don't look at end of life like normal people do, I guess....It is just the end of THIS chapture and the beginning of a new one...

Had she treated me like a human being and not been so vicious and cruel in her attacks to me, I would, when that day came, MAYBE make the financial sacrifice and effort to see her, but b/c of her treatment towards me, that (visit) is never going to be an option....

If you have an even decent relationship w/your sister, and it has't been broken like mine is, I would, IF it is safe for you, maybe check up on her???? Like that is a very powerful dream...I do hope that whatever happens, you know you have us to support you...

Take care