I was supposed to go to a meeting tonight but my ride fell through but I am going to go to one in the morning. My husband has been loving yesterday and today but this afternoon he got his check and it was a very low check (he works on commission). My check wasn't that much either (i only worked 6hrs). He was very upset with his check. I told him that we had enough to make it until next week that we would have to just eat at home and not drive too much. He said that I didn't know what its like to work at his job with those people and only get paid $100. I just said ya ur right I don't know but I do know that my HP will help and guide me to get through the week. He had no response except to roll his eyes. I feel bad cuz for once in my life I'm looking at life with the glass half full and he is so pesimistic about everything all the time. I feel like he is just going to come home and give me the we need to be separated speech again. He gets out of work late tonight I plan to be asleep when he gets home. I don't want to see or here his sad face and story. He always points out all the material things we dont have. Are all alcoholic husbands like this?