It is so great to read all your stories, never even thought that I was not the only one suffering with A husband and It isn't all me! I thought I was so bad to put him through all my hate, of His doings. But I see it is Him making me feel like a loser! When things are bad between us, I give in to his ways and moved on, But I will no longer do this I will say no thats not true, and walk away, just hope it doesn't make him worse. I can not control Him and never will , but I can change the way I live  ,love , laugh, and enjoy my life. God give me strength !