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I Skyped today with my daughter and her family who live in Texas and had dinner tonight with my other daughter and her fiance. And spent the daytime today with my mom. I feel very blessed but it was the first time ever that I did not hear from my youngest daughter, my AD. It was been almost 4 months now and my heart is aching. I miss not having her in my life and not knowing what she is doing and where she is. I keep hoping things will get better with time, but that is not my reality right now. I wonder if she is missing me as much as I am missing her. With my AH (her dad) being gone now, this was a very different Mother's Day. I wish things could be different. Trying to give it up to my HP, but it's really tough.
-- Edited by Green Eyes on Monday 13th of May 2013 08:47:45 AM
It is tough, especially on Mom's Day...wasn't "supposed" to be this way, huh? I have found the fewer expectations I have, the less I am disappointed. Bless your hurting heart.
Stepping onto a brand-new path is difficult, but not more difficult than remaining in a situation, which is not nurturing to the whole woman.- Maya Angelo