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Glad that you came here and shared. This is a very difficult time for you, so please be very gentle with yourself, rest, and try to attend our on-line meeting here tonight. I believe that HP is with you and that there is HOPE
((((Sincerely))))...been there done that and sometimes still do. If you have any of the Al-Anon daily readers or other literature...reading might turn the tire for you...help you understand, help you relax, help you sleep. Sending prayers. Happy Easter.
(((Sincerely))) big hug to you. I know the feeling that you are describing all t well. and the feedback you received is already good. when I got aware of all of that related to alcohol, i got really scared, for I didn't know what had happened and what was yet to come. Then I got depressed, because I thought I might have been able to change things and people not in my power, then I felt shame, when I saw my role and how it had happened that my actions made things worse., than I read and read and read, I came to understand, and most of the time now, I am living more in the present, with a lot of acceptance, and a lot of letting go....I woke up and learned to be the first part in my own life. it takes time.... be good and patient with yourself. in support.