The material presented
here is not Al-Anon Conference Approved Literature. It is a method
to exchange
information, ideas, feelings, problems and solutions on a personal
level.
Trying to relax after computer problems. My head hurts & I am so darn tired of messing w/ the mess. Like I said yesterday, my weekend went well. Now back to the grind! I don't have a job but sometimes it feels like I am working my butt off just to survive! I am so frustrated! This is not a positive post at all. Even though I have a great life & have no real problems, I seem to stress out anyway. So, I will start my day over & not sweat the small stuff! After I get off here, I am going to go home & lay down if I can. I am going to take care of me & let everyone else do what they need to do even my mom! I feel like she needs to get a life & stop asking everyone else to do stuff for her!
Don't get me wrong; I am just upset now! I will start the positive track & maybe write a gratitude list or something. Maybe I should email my sponsor since she is at work at the moment! I am going to explode if I don't do something!
Hugs! Just do the next right thing and take it one step at a time. If you need to rest, then rest. Hope your day gets better and that you get a few moments to think and have peace.