The material presented
here is not Al-Anon Conference Approved Literature. It is a method
to exchange
information, ideas, feelings, problems and solutions on a personal
level.
I knew my AH wasn't going to come home so last night after work I went to video store rented some movies and came home to relax. Wouldnt u know it just as I'm at the end of movie my AH comes in the door. I just sat and continued with my movie and fell asleep. Today I'm going to a meeting in an hour and then idk. My coworker invited me to bday party tonight and my sister text me if I could babysit cuz they want to take the older kids to fair but they don't want to take 4 month old baby. I haven't spent time with them cuz I'm always at one job or the other. I love babysitting I think its cuz I don't have kids. And I know at the party they will be drinking. I'm going to meeting and then see which activity I chose. I don't feel as bad today as I did yesterday. Today I have
Choices and I don't have to stay home and be sad.
It was a great meeting I feel better I'm going to dollar store and flea market to look around and then decide on what I'm doing tonight. Thanks to alanon I'm able to make better choices for myself one day at a time :)