Sometimes things are really true to life! I am experiencing all kinds of coincidences which can make me very crazy. The truth is that I am too aware of my surroundings! I have too many moments that scare me & put me in a definite place of fear. I can only focus on one thing at a time but sometimes I get distracted.

Changing the subject: My A & I got in a argument about what else but money? He claims that i shouldn't use the credit card at all after I yes, me paid off that particular card last April or May! What does he want from me anyway? Yes, I did misplace my debit card a little while ago. But that doesn't mean I will lose the stupid credit card. I am resigned to the fact that I will probably never & I do mean never, use the card after his snide remarks--I blew up so much that pardon me almost every other word was profanity! I am usually not known to cuss--just an occasional-S!

Now I am getting over SAT. finally because I am on here & have talked to a dear friend about some of this--a faithful Alanon member. I am so glad I have her even if she does forget things. I guess what I mean is sometimes the most important things are forgotten. If you are reading this sweetie, I am not mad at all. Just saying...

Kathleen