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My dad was born on Valentine's Day--he would have been 73. He died on Dec. 21, 2011. It is hard to celebrate these days. But...I did pretty well. My husband bought me flowers & took me out to Mexican food. He usually doesn't give me flowers but I think he realized that I was struggling w/ the loss & memories. Maybe he will make it a yearly thing but I will not expect it. I was so tired that I almost blew it for him because he wanted to get me the right bouquet that I would want & I just wanted to go home & take a nap!
Today is so much better than some of the last few weeks. I am feeling somewhat rested & have a little serenity--it doesn't hurt that the SUN is out & I can really appreciate it right now because up here sometimes we don't see too much sun in the winter. I actually feel pretty good even though sleep was really tough. I am still too excited about some money that will be coming soon. The reason why it is coming is kind of sad but it is what I need.
So, I am grateful that today is a new day & I got through another special day w/o my dad.
What a lovely post Kathleen, these anniversaries are never easy are they, although I think with time they can become more of a celebration of a life valued over time. I know in the early years after my mum died it was a great relief to have some peace the morning after. Thank you.
