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here is not Al-Anon Conference Approved Literature. It is a method
to exchange
information, ideas, feelings, problems and solutions on a personal
level.
I fell today on ice & snow. But I am a trooper; I got up & trudged on. I don't think I am hurt that bad but I think that I have prayers going out for me just in case. I am so glad that I didn't feel like crying. I laughed it off w/ my husband on the phone. Another day in the small town. I have to admit that I love snow sometimes but I really would rather not be in it but enjoy it inside. Don't you all pretty much relate? Those of you who don't live where it snows in the winter may not. I remember when we had to travel miles to get to where the snow was & we enjoyed it.
So, more is being revealed to me these days. I have hope like I always say but I am still living in the future & crapping all over the present. I still have times where I cry over losing my parents. Now that the house is sold, it really hits me that they are gone.
Has anyone see Silver Linings Playbook yet? I feel from what scenes I have seen that the father is probably a lot like my dad. I know that my dad spent a lot of time, & a lot of visits to the hospital to make sure I was OK. I don't know if I relate so much to Bradley Cooper's character but maybe a little of Jennifer Lawrence's I really don't know. Am I revealing too much? Maybe I should just go see the movie & judge for myself. I do have a few addictions & definitely bipolar disorder. Huh, could I be that bad? I think not. I am just another soul in recovery. I hope that my recovery touches all of you. I don't have to pretend anymore like everything is alright. I am just glad that I am OK today.
Maybe I will be blessed w/ some serenity today. I hope all of you find some & experience it as time goes on. It is worth the wait. And, the miracles, too. I am so glad to have all of you to share in the miracles of my life.