The material presented
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to exchange
information, ideas, feelings, problems and solutions on a personal
level.
Hi everyone!! I hope that everyones hollidays were good!! I see alot of new names here on the board and want to say hello to all of the newcommers and welcome.
It has been quite some time since I have posted or even looked at the board and yes I have reverted into old patterns. I would like to thank my friends who have emailed me and have checked in. I would have loved to say that things were well but they are not and my depression has come to an all time high.. tis the season... I'll explain a bit about why I have not been on or for that matter going to meetings... I was struggeling a bit at the begining of summer with my step 5 and decuided that service work would do me good but infact I was totally wrong!! I took on to much to fast and began to be resentfull of the program. I do know that the program works but do not recommed people like me who have not been in for atleast a year to take on to much.
I would like to thank John for contacting me.. which on that day was the second person to say that I needed to get back to my program and also lead me back to the board. I know how important it is to share and read other posts it not only helpps me but others!!
It will be baby steps for me again instead of giant steps but I will try to come here more and share...
I would like to say a special thanks to my dear friend who was emailing me you are a very special caring person!!
Your message was important for all, not just newcomers. We are all such giving people, and giving of ourselves comes so naturally, that sometimes we don't realize that we don't have that much of us to give.
Keep Coming Back.
Much Love,
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"Today's problems can not be solved if we still think the way we did when we created them" -Albert Einstein
