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level.
Was just thinking how I was led to this board back in February and how it was without a doubt an answer to a prayer. Around that same time, I realized that I needed to go back to work because my AH was falling behind in the bills. A friend of mine had told me about a job with an attorney a couple of months before but I wasn't interested at the time but things change. I called the attorney to see if she still needed someone and she did. It turns out that she is one of the best divorce/family law attorneys in our area. She does a lot of work with Social Services custody cases and has absolutely no patience for addicts and their BS.
I have mentioned on here how I have wanted to be a foster parent and it turns out that my job is scheduling appointments for my attorney with foster parents so I often have to deal with Social Services and am getting to know a lot of people that I would be dealing with if I became one.
Just doing a lot of thinking and it made me feel good to realize that maybe God does know I exist. It's easy to feel abandoned when things are going so bad.
I feel like I had somewhat of a breakthrough today. For the first time in a long time, I thought about something in the future and my first thought wasn't how my AH will be at that time.
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"Just being there for someone can sometimes bring hope when all seems hopeless." - Dave G Llewellyn
Hugs and yes, it's amazing how things can work out when we get out of God's (hp) way. I love how the first three steps are simplified I can't, Hp (God) can, I'll let hp (Him). I will never be able with my pea brain be able to see God's biggest best plan for me. Even if I have to walk through some fire to get there, it's so much better than my limited thinking. ;) hugs!
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Stepping onto a brand-new path is difficult, but not more difficult than remaining in a situation, which is not nurturing to the whole woman.- Maya Angelo
Just doing a lot of thinking and it made me feel good to realize that maybe God does know I exist. It's easy to feel abandoned when things are going so bad.
I feel like I had somewhat of a breakthrough today. For the first time in a long time, I thought about something in the future and my first thought wasn't how my AH will be at that time.
Beautiful Share Great growth and another Miracle in Progress.