The material presented
here is not Al-Anon Conference Approved Literature. It is a method
to exchange
information, ideas, feelings, problems and solutions on a personal
level.
Sometimes I think timing is everything! I have been noticing how much timing makes a difference in my life lately. I just think about something sometimes & it comes to fruition. I ask & I get! I give & I receive. I am blessed & I am a blessing to others.
I have a lot to offer this program & I am not exaggerating. I have been a sponsor for a few years now & I think that I am finally being useful. I have been trying this sponsor thing & it is kind of scary. I don't want to blow it but I am human & I make bad choices & give bad suggestions sometimes.
I have been in this program for over 26 years as some of you know & I have slipped so many times even relapsed, Yet I am still useful; not useless. Sure, I have bad days but only really when I don't get enough sleep which is kind of often lately. I am so much more "perfect" when I get rest. HA!HA! That was a joke. I will never be perfect & I definitely don't want to be. That is a given. I just enjoy being imperfect & let others be themselves as well.
About co-dependency: I still don't know for sure if I am totally that but I know they have a condition called co-alcoholism. Does anyone have an easy definiton for co-da? I feel like I missed the boat on that one.
I have a busy week ahead of me. Got to go to the doctor to try to get something done about my urinary tract infection that I have had for awhile now. I guess the first round of anti-biotics didn't work. I am starting to get frustrated but I will hang in there! Also, I am going to the arthritis doc. And, tomorrow is my 13th wedding anniversary! We almost made it! Well...actually I am sure we will!
