Hi everyone! My friends in my pocket... :). I think of you daily. Thought Id share my HP funny of the day. I went to the health store in search of something to help me sleep. It continues to be a struggle. Tne lady that helped me is so kind and easy to talk to. And, I shared why I think Im having such physical problems, and that I have learned that my REAL problem is that I need to learn to love myself. And she smiled and said, "Yes yes! Thats it! Of course you are worthy of love, I mean...you're not an axe murderer!" Goodness, that maked.me laugjh. And I found it really freaking helpful. Somehow, the wording broke through how serious I feel about it all, and I needed tjat because I beat myself up a lot. Yes, I made bad choices, was controlling, enabling, and made someone else in charge of my self-esteem. But. Im not an axe murderer. I did the best I could in pure ignoeance, but that doesnt mean that I have to stay that way or am unworthy of love. *hugs*