The material presented
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to exchange
information, ideas, feelings, problems and solutions on a personal
level.
Thanks to everyone who took the time to send positive thoughts and prayers my way. I wasn't in the mood to share yesterday, today I have felt my feelings and think it would be good to get it off my chest.
For those who haven't read my posts before, one of my qualifiers is my ex boyfriend, whom I have an active relationship with. We have been trying to work on things, but no longer live together and we see each other maybe once a week, however we talk every day. Recently he was accepted into a program in which he will be moving about 10 hours away for a few months. Last night he literally went from telling me how much he missed me, to hating me. The nasty comments came out and he made a remark right on facebook about how we were over!!! UGH! it killed me. Today he finally texted me and told me that he didn't want to talk today because he was in a bad mood. It hurts so much to think of him not being a part of my life. But it hurts when he pulls this kind of stuff...which is so often!
Oh well, I started therapy last week, hopefully I can figure this all out. Thanks for being here
(((corgi))) I'm sorry for the pain you're going through right now. I hope your therapy will help you in dealing with it. We're here for you. Thanks for sharing.
Corgi...I love that avatar of the pups....and sometimes the best way of figuring out what it is that I cannot control is to just let it go. That way I can have a miracle when it happens all by HP's self. ((((hugs))))
