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Yesterday I took care of my money needs. Because of my husband asking me for money I put the money in a CD for 6 months so it can't be touch. While it is sitting there it might as well collect more interst then it does in the saving account. Well when I got home I placed the envoople of the cd on the bed he picked it up an wrote something on it a code. I told him though that I ask at the bank if he could take the money an he can't and he can even ask questions about it. Well that is where the fight began. So I had to leave my apt because he was fighting with me. He made diner but he was arguing so much I couldn't eat it. So I end up going to a restaurant that me an my friend go to. Then I went to a meeting. But that is what happen when u get stronger.
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Hey everyone watch me grow. I go thru good & bad times. each day i am getting stronger.
I think my a is using today--it is payday. He has been sober for 3 days. He has his cell phone off now and of course horrors are going through my mind. I just hope that when I get home I can handle everything well like you did last night during the argument.
It's amazing the strength we can get when we do things the right way. The right way by taking care of ourselves. Good job, you should be proud of yourself.
Is this the same person???? I just can't even believe how far you've come. It's like you were struggling so hard to even take the the baby steps, then all of a sudden you got a taste of what you were really capable of, the power within, and ...WHAM!!! Wonder Woman!!!!!
Keep the faith :) Christy
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If we think that miracles are normal, we will expect them. And expecting a miracle is the surest way to get one.
