The material presented
here is not Al-Anon Conference Approved Literature. It is a method
to exchange
information, ideas, feelings, problems and solutions on a personal
level.
I just found out that my father has stage 4 cancer. No one even told me that I can remember. I knew he had cancer but no one informed me about it. I am getting very tired of feeling left out of everything. It makes me feel like I am on an island, drifting away!
Last night I finally talked to my older sister. She seems to be doing well. I am not. I know that my sisters will take good care of my dad while he struggles & hopefully survives this whole process after losing his wife last Sunday! I don't want to be left in the dark but do I really need to know everything. I am not sure at this point. 900 miles is a long way to receive long distance messages. Sometimes they tell me via Facebook but that doesn't seem to do the trick. I am starting to get upset as I am writing this. I need a good night's sleep & a real big bear hug!
I will stop here as I don't want to put too much out there.
I hope you take care of yourself especially now that you are feeling blindsided by information that is upsetting. The distance is really hard and I so understand the frustration. Sending you love and support,
Hugs p :)
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Stepping onto a brand-new path is difficult, but not more difficult than remaining in a situation, which is not nurturing to the whole woman.- Maya Angelo
