The material presented
here is not Al-Anon Conference Approved Literature. It is a method
to exchange
information, ideas, feelings, problems and solutions on a personal
level.
Today like most days I really feel like I might be coming around to where I need to be. I struggle w/ so much. I hope I can find some peace & serenity where I am at today. Only my HP knows how much I can handle. I know He is watching & waiting for me to come to grips w/ all my issues, insecurities, etc.
So much depends on me & my attitude today. I can't focus on the difficulties of life. I have to let go of the past & move on. As I continue to focus on myself in a good way--not obsessing, I can see reality as it really is. I really want to continuously grow in this program. I have to. I can't go backward anymore. I have relapsed recently which I didn't really realize until just now. But there is hope for me. I am a work in progress which I say often. Sometimes I feel like a broken record.
Oh well...at least I can say that I am still sane & ready to see what is ahead of me. I have hope that things will get better as long as God is in today.
You are so worth it, I hope you always remember that!! :)
Hugs P :)
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Stepping onto a brand-new path is difficult, but not more difficult than remaining in a situation, which is not nurturing to the whole woman.- Maya Angelo
