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As I ponder over my life as of today, I realize that I cannot change the past but I wish I could alter it sometimes. I still have a lot of guilt over what I did to my sister while on vacation. It seems like whenever I hurt someone in my family, it is her! Even though the past is the PAST I still feel like I am always at fault when it comes to her. All she wanted to do is make me at home & feel better as I stayed w/ her. Anyhow, now that I got that out I can bring up some good things that are going on today. I am in good health, have a good relationship w/ my husband & my mother, feel grateful for most everything in my life!
Today is a good day! I have been sleeping so much better. I know that as long as I get a decent night's sleep most things don't become so large that I am unable to get through them. It is kinda funny that even the most difficult things, are easier to take when I have peace & serenity after a good night's sleep--sounds redundant doesn't it! I guess I can see the light at the end of the tunnel & it is getting brighter every day! I am not going to assume that every day will get better. I just have HOPE that I haven't had for a couple of months now.
No matter what happens, there is nothing that God & I can't handle together.
Enough out of me! I will just start rambling again!
Hugs!! Yeah for good days and double yeah for hope!! :)
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Stepping onto a brand-new path is difficult, but not more difficult than remaining in a situation, which is not nurturing to the whole woman.- Maya Angelo
Sounds good to me! I always figure when I am having a bad day I just need an attitude adjustment. I am glad you are seeing the good in your day and letting go of the past. It is always such a great feeling when things don't seem to be spiraling over your head. You are sooo right your HP can handle it all. Good job and keep up the good work!
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God grant me the serenity To accept the things I cannot change, Courage to change the things I can, And wisdom to know the difference.
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