Yes it is irrational anger because it's totally irrational to be angry at something that is a thing rather than a person.  Even that can be irrational, at least I can pin point why I am angry. 

I am totally struggling with my anger at a truck .. lol.  Yes I said it, yes I am angry at the truck.  I know logically it's not the truck I'm really mad at; it's the fact what happened in the truck while my AH was driving or maybe driving is not an adequet term for what happened. It's probably safer to vent my anger at the truck than where it belongs at the moment only because, I say less and I can even yell at the truck and not have it make any kind of excuses or lie about what happened.  It's all done silently in my head or I'm sure the neighbors would be calling wondering what in the world .. lol.  Nothing except venom would come out if I vented my anger at my AH and that does nothing productive in this situation. 

When we are out and I'm driving because he lacks a driver's license I hear, "I really love my truck" personally that truck has been the bane of my existance this past year, he paid to much money for it, and will be an issue again when he gets his license back.  My fav is we pull up next to another truck and I hear him comment about how much better his truck is than the one we are next to.  I have a picture in my mind of the blood dribbling down my lip from biting it so hard so I don't say anything.  Some days are much better than others.  On a bad day with him in the car I look and say "really? I just can't talk about the truck." Today is not a good day regarding the truck,  my AH hasn't even said anything, bless his heart he's at work which is probably a good thing.   It's looking at this POS truck sitting in the yard and thinking we need the money and how it will just sit there for another 5 months. 

I'm trying to find the off beat humor in the situation as well because we pull up to these other trucks and they are nice trucks his is literally a POS.  I mean it's rusting out and you can't open the doors.  Or at least I can't, the seat doesn't even move all the way up and it's a stick shift which I can drive, it helps when my feet can reach the pedals .. lol.  The seat belts don't work and so on.  I hang my head and laugh to myself on how comical the situation is.  Let's not even get into the issue we can not afford the gas in this thing. 40 gallon tank at almost 4$ a gallon, even when he starts driving again I have no idea how we will afford it.  I don't put any gas in or if I do it's literally just enough to get to where I need to go and back again. He has had a small awakening about the truck as far as how impratical it is for a family who needs 2 family vechiles, how much it is costing us.  Even that has been a bit in la la land, we won't be able to afford a car payment as well as insurance even on a used car.  I think he just chooses to ignore that part of the deal right now.  His DUI is in the 10th month of delays.  I don't understand that in the least.  He has made a deal with his lawyer that he isn't to talk to me.  That's not how it was presented however I'm not stupid and/or naive.  I haven't pushed that issue.  So if I want to know what's going on I look online.  It's no wonder he doesn't view what happened as an issue as long as this is taking to resolve.  He will be driving long before this gets put to bed from the looks of things.  Anyway, another court date is coming up and it's on my mind at the moment.  LOL .. I've been cleaning like a mad woman to keep distracted, dang it I shouldn't have taken a break!!  :/  Seeing that truck, the fantasies I have .. lol .. it's a good thing the kids are here or I might act them out!!