The material presented
here is not Al-Anon Conference Approved Literature. It is a method
to exchange
information, ideas, feelings, problems and solutions on a personal
level.
I got back to my f2f last night. I had to push myself because I have become very much in a rut and don't feel like getting back on the highway and going right where I came from just a few hours prior. It was a pretty good meeting and I did share some of what has been going on in my life. Just hope I keep it up this time and get myself a sponser and work the steps. I have such a hard time with making comittments to doing anything long term (can't believe I have been married so long) I feel like I am lazy. I don't want to be like this and I did feel better almost immediately when I got in my car to go. However, I did have to get up from my lazyboy rocking chair after having my eyes closed and almost falling asleep Well, anyway...I went and I guess that is what is important.
I am heading to my beach house this weekend and my youngest sister is going with me. I know it will be a nice relaxing weekend. My mom decided that she wasn't up to going with us. I have purchased a book...Still Alice...on my kindle. I am looking forward to reading it. We could actually probably get to the beach as I believe it is going to be in the high 80's.
My wish for all of you is to have a wonderful Memorial Day weekend with whatever you will be doing.
Have a wonderful weekend. What a perfect way to start if off with a meeting. I shall be going to my noon meeting today. I cant wait... I really need a meeting.
Gail go back to the board and look up the post on yagottawanna , if that dosent get you motivated nothing will , no one said this is going to be easy this is a simple program for complicated people , simple yes but never confuse it with easy this is damn hard work .