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I have been away for awhile but, now I am back yet again... You all have never left my heart or thoughts however, I have been taking that walk yet again. Got my son staightened out or should I say he got himself straightened out I just was here in the way I needed to be. I took it all his car, his cell and any financial assistance. Well, I will say that was hard as heck. He sat and moped cried moaned groaned and I just ignored with love. Then one day he made that phone call by the grace of God someone who gave a damn answered. He is now clean, working, going to school and feeling good about himself for the first time and a long time God how I missed that smile . Then my daughter started she was abusing her pain pills from her car accident....thought about just blowing my head off but knew that would not help. Gave her a choice rehab or get the f out she is 20 I was trying to hold on for my g=daughter but knew that is how it had to be. So the past few months of my life have been another walk in he**. During all of this I was trying to do my school...it took it's toll on my and I woke up one morning and took back my life yet again. We she is currently in out patient rehab and her life is just that hers. I am done raising kids. I am 50 I have done the best job I can and decided to leave thiers to them. They are now 19 and almost 21 and I have decided I can no loger enable or able them to live a free lifestyle with no consequences the choices we make along this way in life must belong to us and I choose no more pain from drugs or alcohol. It is wonderful to be back on this remarkable board and this remarkable world. I am just gonna keep plugging along and working my program for me I forgot to do that for awhile...I also forgot to live for awhile........