I let my A know I want her to leave.
She is in treatment now and has been for a couple years on and off.
We have kids and it is tough.
I was hoping for her to get an inpatient.
She was at it again last night and could not get out of bed to get the kids on the bus.
I feel nervous about it but, letting her stay is causing too much damage.
My lawyer said it was time and I had given her every chance to find her way.
Yes it is all about me but it is still hard.
I need to be alone for a while....
I can take care of the kids with help from the family.
I just feel sick.
I hate that I am not well enough that this hurts.
I know you can't live with an alcoholic. Its insane.
It ain't easy getting healthy.
I haven't had a day like this in a month or 2.
It is just a feeling
It is just a feeling.
God bless all.
My thoughts and prayers go out to you...
Remember to "say what you mean, and mean what you say"
Tom
"What you think of me is none of my business"
"If you knew the answer to what you are worrying about, would it REALLY change anything?"
I can relate to and feel your pain. I know that feeling....
I can't give you any advice... just make sure you are taking care of yourself because you can't help others unless you are strong.
Good luck with whatever you decide! My prayers are with you and your family.
