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I can't believe myself sometimes--i am afraid to ask my mom & I never have been like this before! I am waiting to hear from her about going to see my family. It just dawned on me this morning that I really need to see my DAD if nothing else. I had a death dream last night that my dad died but not before I got to see him. It was strange to say the least because I was saying to him that I am there in spirit! I feel that I NEED to go to see him. It feels like the right thing to do if I can get my mom to agree & loan me a little bit of money. I really don't HAVE to go to the wedding but I think I should stay w/ my sister anyhow because of my dad being ill & stuff. I hope he is well enough in a little over a month.
I am projecting a bit. My sponsor told me that I shouldn't think about it because it would probably drive me crazy. I think I am getting there. But I know that if I turn it over, God will give me the answers & results I need even if they are not the answers I want. I am trying to work a solid program & if I go, I will definitely take my program w/ me. My family loves me but sometimes they don't get it!
