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It is April Fool's Day & I can't think of a joke; oh well...the truth is I am not perfect! New's flash: I am not even close.
I want to spend this day as light-hearted as possible. By the way, on a note, I have been recovered from surgery almost 6 mos. Where did the time go? I am so grateful for all of you who have stuck by me from this long process to now. I also appreciate the prayers & well wishes. I am so grateful for recovering so well.
This will be short. April Fool's! I haven't been able to get on here for almost 7 days. Couldn't get through on this dag-gum computer. Got some catching up to do!
My life is much better: I have been able to focus on myself today & in the past few weeks. but my ah won't let me live in today. he is so anxious about the traveling we might have to do soon. Me, I want to wait until it is time or closer to to focus on this. I mentioned it before that he needs to go to Seattle for some tests on his kidneys. We live some miles away & not even in WA state.
I am so grateful that I can sit here & be in tune w/ my feelings. I am a work in progress, though. So much more to do to reach a level of serenity that I am happy w/,
Spring is here now but not so obviously here. I have to get glad & be happy w/ what I got up here. I have a great life & good weather most of the time in the spring months. I have work to do inside so maybe that is why it is RAINING! I am going to just have to be grateful that it is not snowing.
Ramble ramble ramble. I need attention I guess. A captive audience.
By the way, our Tuesday night meeting is up & running again. It makes me feel better to know that there are some people still interested in keeping that meeting going. Me included.
Sometimes I can tell when a members recovery is good by how cute and silly they get. You have gotten cute and silly...I'm smiling ....((((hugs)))) as always.