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Jozie


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Soooo... Tomorrow is D Day... I guess it has been on my mind more today then it has, but it hasn't been an Easy week so far and its only Monday :(

I know that I will be Fine, or at least that is what I keep telling myself...but a Few Glitches in my Expectations left me feeling depleated a touch... Saturday after a long day of cutting wood, I was to come home to help coach my boys soccer team, to find him with his Head in a bucket... Sooo Needless to say, he missed his 1st game, but I didn't,I went to the Rest of the kids... So he was kinda unhappy Mom made him stay home... Sunday he seemed to be doing good thru the day, and right before bed he come down with fever again, and sure enough it was still there this morning, so I took him to the doc's as soon as they would see us... Too make a long story short, he has Strep throat and I'm glad I kept him home or the whole team could have it ;( Soooo Tomorrow he is home from school again, and I have to leave him here cause I have my Surgury at Noon...

I know he will be fine, but being mom I still don't like leavin my sick kid at home while Mom is "Going Powerless" under the care of Doctors...

Gee is HP Testin my Trust... I know that He has this and I will be fine, but how is a mom suppose to feel when its too late to change anything... And I know that If I was to call and Reschedule my surgury then It may not get rescheduled... So I know I have to charge on.. I know that I have to give ALL My FAITH to HP and trust his Will for me & My boy... And Here I thought I was doing so well...

I do have too give gratitude tho to all of you that have Given me the Push to want a better Life, because if not, I would not be going tomorrow at ALL... I am Much better with the "If it aint broke don't fix it" method I had been so accustom to over the years... I know that know matter what they do or do not find, I will be better off, and maybe some of my physical problems will be able to find a solution so I don't need meds at all... at least that is what I am hopin...

Funny how before program I would have never volunteered for such a thing ;) but Now, I can charge forward knowing that HP has the wheel, and I am just blessed to get to go along for the ride...

Soooo I just wanted to say thank you to all of you Today for Pushing me forward on my Journey :) Because Tomorrow when its over, I may not feel the same way...lol... j/k Love ya;s and thank you for Helping Me .... Help myself... Thank you for being my Support & Love...

Welp... Till I get back and Feeling better... I will share the trip with you all as soon as I can :) So If ya have a Spare Prayer tomorrow the 8th at 12:30 I would be Most Grateful.. I'll take them all anytime that is just when I land at the hospital :) Thanks again Guys & Gals... Wish Me Luck....

Love, Hugs & Prayers pray.gif

Jozie



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Dear Jozie

HP has you and your family right  in the Palm of His Hand.

Prayers  and   hugare on the way

Please take care and trust

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((((Jozie))))...holding you in my mind and prayers...long with your son.  HP knows
and is attending you both.   smile

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It's hard hon. I found by just walking to the errand and doing it was best. Not dwell on it. As best as I could anyway.

You will feel what you do. Let yourself. It may hurt, it may not, it may hurt more when it is final.

May  hurt a month from now when you find a picture.

It just "is."

The thing is, you will learn. Lifes lessons are very hard. very. What I have learned is all there really is that is constant is HP. I KNOW that will never go away or hurt me. That relationship that is.

Thru all my lifes trials for some reason HP makes me a path, loves me. He has taken care of every single animal he knows "I" love. I told you he never let us starve or go without. Now at this hard time, he provides them homes.

HP I believe is our Creator Jehovah. MY belief. As you can see by my life and how it rolls, I have NO doubts.

Jer, I think about my grama, her parents had money. She married Gpa, he wanted a farm, she wanted to stay in town. They got farm...then the depression hit. Lost the farm! She had 8 kids to feed.
Gpa cut up a car to be like an rv today. They drove to Oregon from Iowa. All the way, HP helped them. Rented a house and worked at the plant nursery next door.

Someone loaned gpa money and he bought a house. I think about the children she had to watch die, animals too. I think about all she had to go thru in her life. She loved me so much. I see her at 106 tired, and wanting to go. Patting the hospital bed beside her for me to lay down and take a nap with her.

Anyway life to me is a time to decide what kind of person I want to be. I believe in a huge wonderful time coming. I hope to be there. So lieing to pad my income to keep this place is not going to happen. I was serious when I said I would rather live in my car or a tent with my dogs.

Same day I made that decison the cabin came. I believe.

Even if I did live in a tent. six dogs and a couple cats would keep me warm!  (c:

Now maybe I will get my mountain man.......

thanks all,deb



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Jozie


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Thanks All... Just a Quick Note to Let ya's Know I am Doing well... My Nurse was Very Handsome So that Helped ;) and My Doctor I only remember seeing his face for about 20seconds, But he Seemed nice ;) and When I woke up I wondered when they are going to do it... Sooo No Pain... Thank You all for Being here for me always and Carring me in Prayers... I am Forever Grateful for your Love, Care & Compassion...


Much Love Hugs & Prayers pray.gif to all

Jozie

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