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I had my best friend call me. I was pretty down this morn. He told me I needed sleep. Ok I am always telling you guys to nap, I forgot to do it myself!
so I did. Woke up feeling better.
Guess what? I am putting my down payment on my cabin on Monday.
I put my horse on CL. Not ten min. later I got an email. It was the same great gal who bought my pony!!! She made a couple payments. VERY trustworthy. They have barns and arena too!
So he will have sooooo much attention and love. She has four kids, and is a nurse! Also she is willing to take a few cats. omgosh.
I may have one small dog placed too.
As long as they are happy I am ok.
HP is guiding me. I am telling you its like he is keeping me on a path to our new home. I close my eyes and pretend we are up there. It feels good!
This is amazing to me. I am so grateful. I don't feel scared now either. A new serenity is touching me ever so lightly.
What a journey! love,debilyn
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"It's not so much being loved for ourselves, but more for being loved in spite of ourselves."
((debilyn))) your no longer scared wow, sounds like all the best decisions are being made, wonderful news keep us posted...very happy that things are falling into place.
Such great news to start my Sunday off with! Keep on your path, Debilyn. I've had it happen to me, more than once, and it is awe-inspiring for sure. Letting go AND doing the work to take care of yourself. It works!
Thanks for sharing,
Lou
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Every new day begins with new possibilities. It's up to us to fill it with the things that move us toward progress and peace. ~ Ronald Reagan~
Sometimes what you want to do has to fail, so you won't ~Marguerite Bro~
Deb, I am grateful to hear of how your path and next best step for you is being shown to you. I've had some trouble recently letting go and accepting that my HP will guide me the right way. Hearing your story with such clear signs and so much acceptance and hope from you gives me inspiration. Thank you for sharing your journey.
I am so glad your horse will have a familiar face in his new home. I keep thinking his name is Elgin but i may have comnfused him with on one of the snorters ... shame on me, I would send an apple in apology if i were closer
I'm so glad that everything seems to be falling into place so perfectly!
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Finish each day and be done with it. You have done what you could... Tomorrow is a new day. You shall begin it serenely and with too high a spirit to be encumbered with your old nonsense. - Emerson
Thank you for all your words. It helps me so much.
They just came and got my horse, yes Jen, Elgin. My EllieBellie. I was loving on him, He reached over with his lips and moved them back and forth on mine like he does. I didn't even have to ask for my kiss.
They took five beautiful altered cats. One was a very very special one to me. Lovey isa huge ginger boy who loves horses and people. he will be so favored.
I feel better, I think I am in shock. That feeling of wonderful numbness we are blessed with when the loss is so great.
Hp is good. courage to change what I can....I need a warm long hug.
Actually the two ladies and big guy were almost in tears from me crying while hugging the one gal....
I love this story... and your goodbye kiss.... that is beautiful.
You are doing everything in your power... and HP is doing the rest! I just love "watching" it unfold.
Courage is not the absence of fear, it's taking the action in spite of it. In case you're not seeing it, I am here to tell you..... you are very courageous!!
All shall be well. ((((((((((hugs))))))))))
-- Edited by glad lee on Sunday 23rd of January 2011 10:13:02 PM
-- Edited by glad lee on Sunday 23rd of January 2011 10:16:21 PM
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Aww Deb, I can really feel your pain and joy at finding Elgin and his friends a good home. No matter how hard your HP is with you every step of the way, do what you can and let HP take care of the rest as well as you. You are never far from my thoughts and prayers.