The material presented
here is not Al-Anon Conference Approved Literature. It is a method
to exchange
information, ideas, feelings, problems and solutions on a personal
level.
I don't know where I am going but I sure know where I have been! I am letting go today of a counselor/friend. I am so saddened by this--he is not dying or anything but I am going to have to make it w/o him for three long mos. He is going on medical leave. I feel so selfish because I have really be thinking too much about me & not his needs. I feel like I have been dropped like a "lead balloon". It is not his fault I know. I have other options. I can seek help elsewhere even if it is only temporary.
I have a lot of friends in & out of the program to help me through this. I just want my way & I am not getting it! Darn it! I am trying not to be angry or bitter--not at him but the situation. Blah! blah! blah! Wah! wah! wah! No I don't want my mommy! Ha! Ha! Humor will get you everywhere!
I guess I will cheer up & soon maybe even laugh but not cry anymore! I still have a lot of tears to shed; and I probably will but at least I hope they will be healthy tears!
I don't know where I am going but I sure know where I have been! I am letting go today of a counselor/friend. I am so saddened by this--he is not dying or anything but I am going to have to make it w/o him for three long mos. He is going on medical leave. I feel so selfish because I have really be thinking too much about me & not his needs. I feel like I have been dropped like a "lead balloon". It is not his fault I know. I have other options. I can seek help elsewhere even if it is only temporary.
soon maybe even laugh but not cry anymore! I still have a lot of tears to shed; and I probably will but at least I hope they will be healthy tears!