The material presented
here is not Al-Anon Conference Approved Literature. It is a method
to exchange
information, ideas, feelings, problems and solutions on a personal
level.
Today I can feel my sickness when it is starting to attack. I got up this morning and first thing I thought of was my A (he is in rehab). My brain started going into the past then the future. I used to lye there and go with these thoughts. today I decided it is my responsibility to take care of me I prayed to Hp to take away my shortcomings and to help me to focus on myself. I got out the bed and went down stairs. I put on my exercise video and worked out I always feel better when I work out. then I made the kids breakfast. I have come on here and then I am going to clean up. My phone is upstairs. I am working hard to keep the focus on me. to make positive choices for my life. I am starting to get it I AM ADDICTED TO MY BOYFRIEND and his problems. I am a fixer trying to fix things I can not ,second part of the serenity prayer says courage to change the things i can I wont to mind my own business learn to love and take care of me.