A new year
Tody I am thinking what am I going to do with this year?
What do I need to focus on?
I want to really focus on my programme,
I want to get fit and healthy,
I plan to train to deliver dance exercise classess one or two nights a week to get fit and hopefully earn more money.
My job is a little vulnerable later in year (august) when my contract ends so need to keep eyes open for new opurtunities.
I want to enjoy my children
I want to have fun with friends

so so much to do to look forward to and its all thanks to al anon.
My newly sober ABF  has his own dreams and plans too and today they are his.  We have been so emeshed for nearly 6 years it has been scary detaching feeling each other getting healthier fearing we were loosing each other but we have trusted our programmes.  I can still go back to my obsession if i do not keep working my programme, but feel stronger today and come out of it quicker, feel like a miracle in progress and quite positive whether my A makes it or not. the biggest thing I have learnt from al anon after23 years of being in relationships with addicts is we are seperate, I am powerless, I have to live my life, I am responsibly for me.  The minute I start looking at anothers life is the minute I go crazy again and that it takes all my time to live my life and I need a Hp to do this.
love and hugs tracy xx

-- Edited by Tracy on Sunday 2nd of January 2011 07:10:28 AM

-- Edited by Tracy on Sunday 2nd of January 2011 07:11:40 AM