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Hello, every body. If you were in the meeting this morning, I think I am having a melt down. I aplogize. It seems obvious to me that I cannot chair the meetings anymore bc I do not want to be a police man of what people talk about in the chat room.
I am here to work my recovery for me and I have to keep that as my primary focus. Other people will have to fight their own battles with people. I have several health issues occuring and it seems like I cannot handle it all right now.
I cant make everyone happy, I have to back up and stick with the one I have some hope of changing and controlling.
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Light, Love, Peace, Blessings & Healing to Us All. God's Will Be Done. Amen.
Thought the meeting was going well this morning. I certainly got a lot out of it. But since I wasn't the chair I don't know what battles people were having but it obviously upset you to deal with them. As we are all in different stages in our recovery I know for myself that I have to remember sometimes people are not going always act in a way we would like or feel is appropriate. It is good that you recognize what your capablities are right now and that is to put total focus on yourself. You are the only one who can determine what your abilities are at this time always remembering all things are subject to change. Sorry to lose you as the Sunday chair as you were doing a good job! I am sure others will volunteer to step up and keep the meetings going. I am hoping your health issues resolve themselves quickly and you are on the road to recovery. Thanks for the meetings you have chaired! Blessings
