so much more clearer and I'm not talking about my eyesight alone.  The surgery
worked, is doing what I was told it would do and I had no idea that my spiritual
vision had gotten so cloudy also.   I am grateful that my eyesight was repairable
and that in short weeks, if I follow directions and not mess with the process I will
realize that Aha again.  The vision I forgot about was my spiritual vision, the
vision from the heart and spirit and I cannot forget about it now because without
full awareness it started to clear even before the surgery when I was asking for
help and support dealing with the condition of low trust and hope.  That is where
my spiritual vision was blurry and it is healing.   I am beginning to understand
again not so much my relationship with God but God's relationship with me and
with me thru/with others, the people my HP has put in my life who as a result of
their lives make mine more filled with understanding and gratitude.  I use to
think I was an isolator and am beginning to understand that is impossible when
there is another caring person in my world and especially if that person is my
Higher Power. 

I'm sure that this eyesight will get clearer and stronger as time passes and I
look forward to it and will learn from it. I need to participate in the healing.

How strange to get two sets of eyes to heal at the same time from just one
surgery and one surgeon...or maybe I am wrong again.     (((((hugs)))))