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Hi everyone have not posted in a while still having big probs with my computer and financual stuff, I have really missed this site.
However still attending my face to face so still moving forward backwards and sideways in my recovery he he.
Feeling good today Hp has given me some constructive guidance. My ABF is in a rehab centre and has been totally sober to 8 weeks this programme will run for 6 months and he wants to be there and has done it all himself. When my A is doing good I often realise just how sick I am.
I have been watching a programme called addiction and the interventionalist works with the family and points out their role/addiction. I am gaining agreat awareness to the role I have played and thanks to Al anon I no longer want to control my partners life recovery although my addiction mind still tries to get me too.
We are both on a programme and i am really really trying to keep the focus on me. My partner is getting some really intense help from AA and the centre. Part of me wishes they had an al anon rehab centre i would sure book myself in.
I have also been thriough a little crisis in my own recovery as I grew I realise my sponsor was not working her programme and for my recovery I have had to leave an al anon group that I now see is not as healthy as I thought. It has been hard leaving my home group but I have a new one as we all know al anon is everywhere. I am just in the process of finding a new sponsor I have took my time but really want to do my step 5 I feel like I have a new burst of energy and focus on my recovery,
great to chat with you all will have to sort my IT probs
love and hugs
tracy xxxxx
-- Edited by Tracy on Thursday 28th of October 2010 09:51:46 AM
thanks Tracy. I wish you the best for everything and keep posting. I for one find it helpful to see another's journey, as I feel so lost myself. It sort of gives me a direction to start walking in sometimes.
Its nice to meet you, I haven't seen you here yet. :) That sounds like an interesting show, I can relate to the recovery being forwards, backwards and to both sides... ha! Take care of you :)
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Mahalo Tracy for popping back in with your solid ESH. Glad you did. Have missed your participation and you still...gotta do what you gotta do to gain and maintain your peace of mind and serenity. Blessings to you both. (((((hugs)))))
