I now know that what it takes to change and find health and discovery recovery and ourselves in this program, is willingness.

Willingness more than anything else, will offer you the opportunity to let go of what no longer works for you, all of the patterns, cycles and habits that allow you to validate the reality that you do not love and know yourself -or- that u do. 
    When we pick the NO BOX - as our choice, no I cant learn, no I dont want to, NO im lazy, no im tired, no I dont know how (already) -- you abuse your inner child (or trapped soul, is forced to go along with the choice you allow your mind to make, take, embrace).

Love and nurturing takes practising it daily, just like faith, hope, forgiveness, patience, understadning, awareness, compassion and forgiveness.

We either stand up for us or we dont, the soul within - accepts and knows this is your choice to make.  WE can change right now, reality is a succession of right now moments that unfold continuously. 

YOU are worth loving, respecting, honoring, valuing and forgiving.  God is willing to forgive you, if you ask to be shown - the how to.

If you want a miracle or something u have never had or witnessed before -- then do something u have never done before.  The known is a trap of death.  God is forgiveness in loving dynamic action - and flowing to you always.  Let it flow THROOUGH you.  We cannot hold or trap or claim god, it is = god not us that moves loving kindness and forgiveness.  These are the miracles and they are reality for the HP.  With HP/God all things are possible.  Open your mind to infinite possibilities, become willing to and you will be teachable, healing in recovery and growing, manifesting and radiating more health and well ness than you have ever known. 

If you want something new - forget what you know and seek the unkown potentialialities.  Nothing known is ever new, it is a dead end.  Love YOU wholly and compassionately and fearlessly and forgive you for all you can rememmber, do it over and over again, do it daily (I do it daily and moment to moment if need be) and you will know liberation and freedom and spiritual peace and inner joy!

Forgive YOU and try again.  Allow you to make a mistake, this way you/one can grow, learn and progress.  Let go of all your perceived "failiures" and give yourself a clean open chance to do something new and entirely different.  (A failure after all is one positive way you know something doesnt work).  Take the information for what it is - information to help you succeed.  Set yourself up for success by making goals and bouondaries you can respect yourself for and live with (inside of yourself).

What we JADE (justify, argue, defend, explain) we make real for us in our preesent lives, right now.  Right now you can choose to be the person you want in YOUr life.  Bc u are stuck with you!  (and no one else)

Have fun while trying and LOL and be light... this is our true natures, in the light of HP.