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It is probably too soon to share but I feel like I am saying goodbye or something! I am still anxious & scared but I am going to be OK according to all my support system which is growing daily. God bless those who care!
I have actually cried over knowing how many people, especially women, who know & cared about me--tears of gratitude of course. So much depends on my outlook on life. I am very aware of where I stand in this world & am beginning to see why I am here. I guess I am really going to be an example to others in a positive way--that's my legacy! I don't have children so I though I didn't have one.
I saw In a movie awhile back something to the effect that we are measured by who we leave behind! I know that I leave behind someone who will remember me as who I really am not a fascade.
I guess I am being a little morbid. I am not trying to be. I just feel the need to tell all of you where I am coming from. I value life so much more than I used to and take for granted the little things like nature, etc. sometimes. I dont' have a clear picture of what I see sometimes. I guess I am blinded by self.
I am looking forward to any comments you all might have. I will get back to MIP as soon as I am able. I hope you all will continue to do well as I am.
To much is given much is required. Bless you all! Kathleen AKA Hoot
Will Keep You In My Prayers that you are up and back to the old you as soon as possible... Chin Up cause you have tons of Love & Support, and tons that need you right here!!!
(((((Kathleen)))))...You got me doing perceptions; you know seeing things as they are and not letting the "what ifs" interfere without doing the "what if nots" at the same time and what I come up with is You are loved without condition whether you are here or not, regardless if it is because you are at the market, church, with family, where ever! Many of us will continue to be better off because you have been here in the past and when and if you are here tomorrow or Friday the 13th or any other day you already have a room in our hearts and an impact on our lives. Whatever the Higher Power of all Higher Powers decides...I am already grateful. I am better for having you in my life of recovery and that will continue as long as I carry it not as long as you've been here. Go do your self love...we'll carry your message.
