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information, ideas, feelings, problems and solutions on a personal
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ON SAT. I WENT TO A VERY LOVELY SPEAKER CRUISE. I WENT LAST YR. BUT THIS WAS MUCH BETTER & MORE SPIRITUAL FEELING.
THE DAY WAS PERFECT--ALMOST 80 DEGREES. I EVEN LET MY HUSBAND GO--HA! HA! I ACTUALLY TALKED HIM OUT OF GOING FOR SELFISH REASONS LAST YR. I WAS REALLY GLAD HE WAS THERE BECAUSE HE WAS A GOOD PRESCENCE IN MY LIFE. HE DIDN'T SEEM TO ENJOY IT AS MUCH AS I DID, THOUGH. I GUESS THERE WASN'T ENOUGH AA FOR HIM. THERE WAS A PRETTY GOOD AA SPEAKER ON THE CRUISE BUT THE MAIN FOCUS WAS ON ALANON IT WAS A 2 HR. CRUISE--A 2 HR. CRUISE!
ANYHOW, SINCE THE CRUISE, I HAVE FELT BETTER ABOUT ME & MY PROGRAM --THE PROGRAM!
I DISCOVERED(W/ HELP) THAT I HAD DISPLACED ANGER: I AM REALLY ANXIOUS. I WAS RANTING & RAVING AGAIN FOR ABOUT 2 OR 3 DAYS. I KNOW THAT I HAVE BEEN REALLY FEELING THE LOAD OF GETTING MY SOON TO BE SURGERY: FEAR, TOO! MY SPONSOR HAS HAD A SIMILAR SURGERY @ THE SAME PLACE NO LESS! SHE & I ARE HOPEFULLY GOING TO GET TOGETHER THE DAY BEFORE SURGERY TO TALK & I AM SURE SHE WILL ASSURE ME MORE THAT IT IS GOING TO BE OK.
