Okay I got one!!...In 2 and ahalf hours I'll be sitting in the chair of a noted eye
surgeon here in Hilo.  We will be checking to see what we can do with my good eye.
I have one good eye and with exceptions most of you have better, I assume.  My
other eye, (left) got damaged a year ago and I cannot use it and look  bad with an
eye patch which makes the problem worse but not because of my looks.  It blocks
out all light so when I take it off I get an explosion of light that hurts. 

I know how to trust and my faith tells me that what ever happens to me physically
on a spiritual level I'll be normal.   I've trust the professionals before and some of
the times it worked out as expected while on other times not so much with wierd
learning experiences; like even the pros are human and make mistakes?  Faith
has to be expansive here because if I do what is usually indicated I will totally
blind for several days and must be lead by another person or thing in order to
get even my simplest needs met. 

My mindset is that it is temporary and will pass until someone on the other side
of the committee table calls out something else that's  derogatory. 

My Higher Power has afforded me some real miracles in situations like this so
my Higher Power isn't in question but in the room with me.  I'm grateful that
my HP will also be in the examination room with me and if the decision is to do
the surgery will be there also.

I will be taking as much MIP ESH with me for focus as I can.  Thanks for always
being here with me.    (((((hugs)))))