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sorry all for the confusions I just been so angry and up set here and I guess I should of signed up for the AA room. Anyhow I will shut up for now Rodney I hope to come back. I had suicidal ideas last night and said this on face book as well.thanks to a reletive who called me talked me out of this.
We are all confused at times and I am so glad that you received the help you needed last night. I found one of the biggest obstacle to recovery for myself was breaking the Isolation.
Please continue to come here and post We hear you and understand.
Please keep coming back- attend the meetings on line and participate in chat
Rodney, I may be out of the loop as to your participation on the board, but I find it hard to imagine that you really wouldn't belong here. Even if you do feel that you are in need of AA board you are still welcome to come here.
Please keep coming back
Yours in recovery, Mandy
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"We are not punished for our unforgiveness, we are punished by it" Jim Stovall
Glad u got some support and strength from a family member. Ive been suicidal before in the past and know the incredible pain, u mustve been going through. It is def not a wise choice as its never too late as long as you have breath. Know that all intense feelings ~ pass. You are worth your own good loving and hope that u will practise being kind and gentle with YOU.
For me self was a completely foreign concept and I had to step back from me, treat me like a new friend I really wanted to get to know and then I was able to love me - it was overwhelming at first but its much better now, I can honestly say that I love me and in discovering self love, I'm not suicidal anymore. I leaned on program and the members that already loved me, before I could love myself. HP loves us or we wouldnt be alive in the first place, now I can honor the life I was given by loving and respecting me and surrendering to HP/God.
I only saw my pain and focused on that. Well, what we focus on grows ~ so make it YOU and HP and program and something else positive. What can u do to allow you to feel better today/right now.
Take care of YOU.
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Light, Love, Peace, Blessings & Healing to Us All. God's Will Be Done. Amen.
Sorry you are having a tough time at the moment. I'm glad you have reached out for support to your family. Please stay in touch and come back here any time, you are among friends.
((( Rodney ))) so glad HP stepped in and got you the help you needed Please feel free to post here anytime you need to We're all in this together bud !
