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HI dear, just wanted to thank you for asking for prayers. You are very thoughtful, and cute too!! (c:
I can't seem to connect real well right now. Limbo is hard.
My son and daughter have been great. Mac, my son, is moving back down here. He already has a good job here. The old boss up in Wa. told his new boss here, he cannot have him!!
Most times I am ok. Focusing on my animals so much. Been doing things I need to do. Exciting things like new dog/cat/pig proof screen on my screen doors....And i tell ya with 4 kittens and one very large long haired orange cat, that is very difficult. They layd on it and wrestled, crawled under it, grabbed my hands as I am trying to punch it down.
Kept me laughing.
Found out how come my arms hurt so bad sometimes.. from mopping!! What a wus I have turned into. But got two rooms done, next is the den and big bathroom. Crazy to like a clean tidy house with six dogs, uno? lol.
Estersue, my giant farm pig was at the back slider boinking her snouter on the window and scrunching down on it. Was a weird scrunchy squeakey noise.
I hurried up and fed her. She is such a gentle giant. I would be very sad with out her, had her for five years now. She has never had a healthy issue.
Was glad to hear your dear daughter is using her noggin. I know you are scared to death, but you know, it is not in your hands. I do agree, with kids, we need to take away the alcohol in the house. As far as adults, I don't drink anyway, but an adult can just go get it anyway. Adults have a better chance to say no. Young kids have not really gotten that life skill down yet.
I suppose some do, but beleive me, after working with high school kids, they are very unsure about so many things.
You sound so good cdb. I remember you coming here totally freaked out and felt so not in control of you or anything else. I see you working your program now. So happy for you.
I love being here for so long and seeing people go thru their miracles. Makes me feel so happy.
Anyway thank you again. The biopsy is June 28th. I am told it is not pleasant. I am calling on Mon. to ask if I should bring some xanax or something. sigh. I hope my daughter can come down. I don't want to be alone.
My A has not contacted me at all. Not even a card. If I get real tired, I cry and feel pretty down. But most the time I feel so far away from him.
I think about getting thru this scare and meeting someone. I don't know if I can be alone for very much longer. I am doing my best. I don't want to displease or hurt the creator though. It is so hard.
Thanks so much for your nice post. I am happy to hear your kids are doing so well. What great news about your son :) Mopping would make anyones arms sore LOL. My biopsy was not too bad. I have big you know whats,,,(only one now :) ) and they had to put needle in pretty far and it didnt bother me. They do put you into a mammogram press then with needle in..that wasn't bad either. I just used my lamaze breathing. It really helped. No xanax,,,nothing. I would suggest you take one anyway. I can't believe how darned strong I was back then now that I think about it. Must be HP/God helping us out. Just wanted to let you know that for me it wasn't bad at all. They will give you something if you need something too. I remember june 28th. I will be thinking of you that day and sending lots of good vibes :) Prayers too.
Please post as soon as you find out anything okay? Maybe have a friend plan to post for you ahead of time if you can't. So many of us here are praying for you. I was amazed at the strength I had through all of that. It was others that had more of a problem than me. Somehow we get the strength when we need it :)
Well, my daughter is 21 now so she can buy alcohol herself. So,,yep, I do hope she uses her noggin. I will be with my mom soon when dad goes to Arizona to get their belongings. I am not sure when I will be gone. It could be tomorrow for all I know so I will keep posting on the board if I can when I am gone. Take care and continued prayers....cdb :)
