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I just found this picture and set it as my avatar. I took it with my camera phone a couple weeks ago while I was driving to pick up my older son (yes, I pulled over first - haha). It was actually a very small rainbow in the sky - you can't really see it in the picture, but it was there.
The coolest thing was, on my drive home just before I saw the rainbow in the sky, I had been praying. I told my HP that I was feeling anxious about a particular situation, and I prayed to be free of the fear and anxiety. I prayed for a sign that all would be okay. And then I saw the rainbow, and immediately had tears of gratitute because I didn't believe it was a coincidence.
All this is just to say, my HP is good and gives me what I need when I need it. :) Sometimes I forget to pray (or remember but just don't make time) and get myself stuck in fear and anxiety. The peace I feel when I let go is amazing.
Awesome Rabbit...you can see and hear when you're being spoken to by your HP without getting a whap!! on the back of the head like I use to. Stay open...HP doesn't speak just once...more is coming and I know that from experience. ((((hugs))))
Thank you, White Rabbit. I appreciate this experience as I am working very hard on my 3rd Step: Turning my will and my life over to the care of God (as I understand Him). Any little bit of "evidence" that God is with me/us means so much to me as I strive to let go of my own fears. My AH moved out over the holidays and this has been a very good thing for me--still worried that financially I will be OK and fearful to enjoy this too much. I love stories like yours -- thank you for sharing it.