The last couple of weeks have been a time of a lot of transformation for me.  Well, basically since my ex boyfriend and I split up.  I have had a lot of chaos at home related to the oldest and middle children and have been dealing with a lot of stress related to that.  Also, going to school every other weekend as well has been difficult.  I'm making it through though.  I found a guy I enjoy talking to online and he has been really helpful to me since I didn't really have anyone I could talk to seriously about my problems.  It has been so helpful to me.  I have been noticing a lot of changes in my life lately.  My attitude toward my situations, a lot of revelations have been made to me that I have come to find on my own and that have been pointed out by others.  Mostly seeing other people behave as I have behaved in a magnified way, it has been in my face and it has been obvious to me that these are my issues reflected back at me.  Also, I seem to be attracting people to me lately, I'm not sure why but guys that I haven't talked to for months are suddenly coming out of the woodwork, people at school are looking to me for advice and approval and it has seemed odd to me but I am noticing it.  I am noticing a LOT of changes!!!  My body is changing from all the exercise I have been doing.  So many things are happening right now, this is a serious time of transformation for me.