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Thank you for all the wonderful responses to my post....it helped me so very much.....I found the strength to pick myself up and get those decorations up....and It made me feel much better.......and my g=daughter can look out the window and see Santa now..lol....
For the first time in 3 yrs we have lights outside and I am proud of myself for getting it done.
You all gave me much inspiration thank you so much....the funniest thing about all of this...I was having one of my sleeping stay in bed days yesterday and all of the sudden I sat straight up in a dead sleep, Chuck was telling me I am not coming home, I am never coming home....get yourself up and get it together....
Now real or imaginable....doesn't matter it did the trick I got my decorations up I feel better and that is what matters......
Once again you are all wonderful thank you for the help thru.