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Well just came back from dr's, now they think she may have bruised her heart she goes for more extensive testing. He said her heart is beating way too fast and he hears some strange sounds.
I know they say God doesn't give you more than you can handle however, I think I am almost at that point.
When the Dr said he did not like the way her heart sounded I almost broke...seriously....enough already GOD!!!!!
I have survived the death of my husband, my son in a very serious motor cycle accident this summer almost losing my home and now dear God my daughter.
I am not in any way blaming God however I really and truly need him to lift this dark cloud over my family.....
By his grace we are here...we are alive but my mind can not wrap itself around anymore....I am trying to remain strong.....I am praying harder than I ever have prayed before......all I can do is wait and see what the test shows tomorrow... my poor g=daughter who always laughs has been doing nothing but crying I know she knows something is wrong......
Please pray for my daughter tonight and also pray for me to keep my sanity and stay on the road to recovery because I am a hair away from falling......
Aloha Andrea...Prayers for sure and maybe a suggestion? Rather than trying harder...let it go and turn it over. Courage is fear that has said it's prayers is from the ODAAT. "Abandon your self to God as you understand God is from the BB of AA. God doesn't give us anymore than we can handle is a practice in acceptance, continuous and progressive. Then there is the Serenity Prayer.
Sweetie, I believe in miracles. God will do exactly what is right of that I am certain. We may not understand in our feeble little minds at this time but know no matter what happens it is for a reason.
Little children often sense grown up feelings and respond accordingly, what a great time to remind baby granddaughter, it's in God's hands and he loves us and he is powerful and he will take care of all of us.
I loved your share and read the great reminders of exactly how strong we at times must be and how we are indeed comforted in those times of need. Just as each of us are challenged each day we grow when we let go and let god and not try to control outcomes.
The heart is a remarkable organ. It can go through much and still function. We are keeping you and your family in our thoughts and prayers. We love you.
Karilynn & Pipers
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It's your life. Take no prisoners. You will have it your way.
I am sending many many prayers for you my dear friend. You really have been through the wringer. I am so glad you have this place to come to. Let it out.
I know that your strength is incredible. You have already gone through so much.
I am so glad you can be there for your daughter. I hope her boyfriend is helping you out.
