The material presented
here is not Al-Anon Conference Approved Literature. It is a method
to exchange
information, ideas, feelings, problems and solutions on a personal
level.
I realize that I've really been isolating myself lately and having my own little pity party. I think I've gotten so scared of getting hurt that I've shut people out. I tried to control my ABF's addictions by telling him to dump his friends or I'm dumping him. Now I see how childish that was of me. I wouldn't want him to do that to me or anyone for that matter. But, instead of being angry he is just really hurt and sad. I made my amends and now all I can do is leave it up to my higher power's hands. I haven't been sleeping well and having really bad back pain and I think all this and the stress if fueling my funky mood and attitude. I am going to try to take care of myself today and get some rest. Christina
(((CJ)))) Sometimes rest is just what we need. I was feeling that way today and came home and spent the afternoon in bed asleep, so I obviously needed it:)
Take care of YOU girlfriend and remember that this too shall pass:)
your friend in recovery shelly
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Put down the magnifying glass and pick up the mirror!
