The material presented
here is not Al-Anon Conference Approved Literature. It is a method
to exchange
information, ideas, feelings, problems and solutions on a personal
level.
Just what I needed and I did as I promised. Prayers offered up for all of you...not just the ones who had asked for them.
So many people asking for prayers and needing them right now.
I attended a horrendous medical this morning and came away feeling like the lowest form of pond life.
Sick of PAIN, and sick of trying to do ALL and looking after me and being alone and being criticised unfairly and struggling each and every day. DO you THINK I want to be on the SICK after working 30+ years?
Still, I should be used to this by now and it should be like water off a duck's back.
I have been thinking of a lot of you whilst I have been away and hoping that life has been a little easier for you all. It reminds me to keep on keeping on and trekking that road of recovery by
LETTING GO LETTING GOD.
This simple little statement sometimes seems like the hardest thing to do and yet it's power is in it's simplicity.
LET GO, LET GOD actually means that. LET GO and that means don't take it back. LET GOD and that means have faith to let that power work for ME.
And yet all too often I find myself snatching IT - whatever that IT IS - back. WHY? I ask myself. And that is where I get the wake up call.
So, here I am letting you all know that I am a simple weak human being trying to do the best I can to TRUST just as most of you do.
And here I go again, LETTING GO and LETTING GOD deal with what I myself cannot deal with.
With love to you all and hoping that this might just encourage you to keep on keeping on regardless of where you are with your struggles.
Suzannah
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Out of the ruin of my past I have found the fortress of myself and I know how to defend it.
Strive for WISDOM; Seek SERENITY; NEVER compromise your INTEGRITY.
