The material presented
here is not Al-Anon Conference Approved Literature. It is a method
to exchange
information, ideas, feelings, problems and solutions on a personal
level.
Just for today it is all about me! Today I am sitting here with a lot of frustration & confusion. I am feeling like making it an "all about me" day! I need to take care of me first. I know that I need to count on me & hope that I don't get in other peoples' way. Sometimes I feel lost & alone. Today I am trying to get my confidence back & get it together again. I need a lot of support & prayers these days. I am getting to the point where I feel left out in the cold & want to be warm again figuratively. Just sitting here I feel tension & anxiety. Hopefully the last few minutes ago dealing with MOM won't ruin my day. She is so demanding of me & my time. Do I make sense? I am asking you & myself! When will this end? When I die? I know that there are difficult people everywhere. But...do some of them have to be in my own family? I need to get off this computer or I might explode! Sympathy, empathy, are you out there? Just me Kathleen
I know what you mean. There are times, like what I am going through now, which I can't even imagine that another soul on the planet would understand how it feels like. Being "stuck" and not being able to see the positives is a very hard thing to do. I made a decision to "rejoin" the human race the other day I was feeling so disconnected. People are always going to be difficult, and that is why the program encourages us to Let Go and Let God and Live and Let Live. Remember to put your HP in the proper place too. I am reconnecting (ok, clinging at times) to this reminder myself.
Hello Hoot Nanny, Well its official.. I marked it on my callender that today is HOOT NANNY DAY! I hope your day turned out better than it started. Sincerely, Tonya
